STAYWITHMETONIGHT
Thursday, February 19, 2009
IM FREE!
or maybe not:/
i created my freedom to do list, and its constantly EXPANDING, with more and more stuff which is NOT RELATED TO HAVING FREEDOM.
what is this-.-
anyway
the whole CA week has made me grow more white hair, produce more pimples (OMG I GOT LIKE HUGE PIMPLES NOW-.-) and also. make me thing wrong-.-
HAHHAHA. CHICKEN BEAST CHARLENE WEE.-.-
hahahs.
i screwed physics i think. and bio and probably chem? eh no. i think/hope chem okay.
bleh
oh yes.
wanna make dedication to RATANA LAO. (lau.)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU WILDBOAR!
HAHAH. HOPE YOU ENJOYED YOUR CAKE FIGHT.
OH AND SORRY YOUR PRESENT IS FREAKING LATE, I WAS BUSY. SORRY OMAR.
BUT YEAH.
YOU'RE 15 AND IM 14. YOU GET TO CONTINUE BULLYING ME. HAHAH.
BUT YEAH, THANKS FOR BEING A GREAT GREAT GREAT FRIEND(; LOVEYOU! HAHAH!
kk! shall continue slacking. i just need ONE DAY to relax. or my braincells will really go thwack.
#TWACY!
okay that sounded like nicole. or mdm goh. HAHHAHA. wonder where she went.
THE LITTLE PEA
5:32 AM
Monday, February 09, 2009
i really have to let everything go.
i just hate this feeling
of failing.
even when i tried.
i just hate this pressure.
the stress.
and i cant do anything about it.
why.
whats wrong, i dont know.
i at least hoped i'll do well in physics.
and now.
i feel like i've lost courage to continue.
i just want to give up.
but thats not an option.
why. why physics. ever since primary three i've been looking forward to physics in sec three.
whats this.
i dont want to continue. but i dont want to give up either.
im just lost now.
lets hope that perserverance prevails when all else fails.
i really hope so.
otherwise.
studying this much and attaining these mere grades.
will really kill me.
im letting go art for awhile.
that's already killing me.
i dont know what to do now.
someone give me a knife.
THE LITTLE PEA
11:52 PM